a new hole

blogger.com got stupid. i was publishing something on my blog but it didn't went through! now, i have to write it all over again. but shit, i won't do it. anyways, so i went to school today, it was good. during my break, i usually go to this place. an isolated one without students hanging out. only I, jason karl buhia gets to sit there all alone. yeah, i have friends in school, lots of 'em. but i dont hang out with them. if partlex is around, he'll join me there, talking about shizzos and gizmos. then this afternoon, there's this building, a new one which is i've been longing to go 'cause my place is not that isolated and stuff. the frat members of AKP usually hang out a few meters away and they're loud and all. so i went up there and at the 3rd floor, i saw a couple of high school students writing stuff and inside the new auditorium, some high school kids are practicing on something. i think it's a play. there's a lil bit of noise but at least they don't yell at each other. and since the hall of the new building is open, i sat down the floor, with my bag beside me, and my cellphone in my hand. i love it there, it was not that noisy, and it was not that isolated at all. there's a drinking fountain a few steps back and there's a comfort room nearby. i exchanged messages with my text warrior girlfriend named helena. i wanted to call her but i guess she fell asleep or something. she had a rashes breakout. poor baby. but anyways, i grabbed my pen and a piece of paper, i started to write a song. yeah, i made a song in my 1 hour break. how's that for a break? hehehe. so, i found this new hole of mine.

then i went back to the main building for my next class. then after 2 straight classes, it was break time again for me. i went back to my new hole, there were still high school kids around. i sat at the floor again, looking at the city's billboards and enjoying the wind caressing my cheeks. then 3 high schoolers went up to me and asked, "naa kay banda nuh? murag kita man gud mi nimu nitukar." i replied, "nitukar? nitukar ang patol?" and they laughed and asked again the same quesetion, they said i am in a band called Lasagna Surfers. so i said yes and they were like, "naa kay cd sa inyung kanta? tagpila?" i told them that we have not released it in the market and all. then this other girl said, "jason man imung name di ba? ikaw man tong gitudlo sa akong ate gahapon gud." i told them kids that my name is not jason and that my name is errol. hahahaha!

tere doesn't want me to call her but i will still call her cuz she's sick. and i want to tell her that i got my midterm grades today. i passed all my subjects!!! so, i'm gonna call and thank her for the inspiration. she plays a big part in my studies and mostly in my life. i have built my world around her because i want to spend my whole life with her, seriously speaking. i love her. i love her so much. :,)

to my helena, thank you for the amazing things that you've done to me. thank you for your confidence, patience, understanding, faith, loyalty, and most of all, for the love you've given me. i love you i love you i love you!