Thursday, May 26, 2005

don't you miss it?


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marchers and maneuvers

just woke up. it's still 5:20am and i'm here late. i went to bed at around 12:30 and i was planning to wake up at 1:30, so i set up the alarm. seems like the alarm did not wake me up. i think i know why. it's because of the new pillow kring² gave me. aaaah, so big and so... fat. it's a nice pillow, i like it. it's as soft as a baby's butt i tell you. i don't want to get up still but i have to cuz of you my dear readers, i have to write something for you.

just kidding.

when i got inside the house last night, i saw a book on the table. it says, "The Da Vinci Code". it's the book almost everyone knew about. i asked my sister who's book it was, she said it's her classmate's. i told her not to read it if her faith ain't strong enough. she said she'll just read it and that's about it. i grabbed the book, just page surfing, looking for pictures and i happened to stop on page 286. wait, was that page 286? anyways, i forgot. but i think that was page 286. the chapter happened to be the thing about Jesus and Mary Magdalene. the book tells us that they are married. one of their evidence is in Leonardo Da Vinci's Last Supper. they have their own evidences such as the hidden M's, they even use some quote on the bible to strengthen their theory. they even say that Jesus and magdalene had a child. they also said that the people who has seen the Last Supper couldn't notice mary magdalene because our minds are already programmed (or something like that) that the last supper has 13 men on it. also, there are painters who copied it and the images was not in detail anymore because of careless hands. the person on the right side of Jesus in the painting was said to be magdalene. they say that da vinci placed clues in his painting, from Jesus' and magdalene's bodies, to the color of their dresses. clues to tell us that they were married. i can say that if your religious foundation is weak, you will surely believe the book. the author sprinkled stuff from the bible to make him more credible. that won't work for me. you see, why should we believe in da vinci? he may have a theory that Jesus was married and so he placed clues in his painting. do we have to believe it? i don't have to. each one of us has our own beliefs and maybe da vinci has his belief on that way. their evidences were merely excuses to convince us. the book says that Da Vinci, Isaac Newton, and some historical people had an actual society about this. how did they know? did the author talk to Da Vinci? or Isaac Newton perhaps? i have not read the whole book and i have no plans to read the whole of it. why read something that is made to destroy the fundamentals of my church? don't tell me that i am covering my eyes to the truth but the thing is... i don't believe it's the truth. simple as that. i am not gonna read the book cuz i have wasted so much time in my life already.

just talked to daut. he just had dinner at Pizza Hut. he said it's the only thing they can afford. sigh. hehehe. anyways, doti told him to sleep, so he signed out. just like a good husband will do. tonette is online right now. i dunno what she is up to. she's silent and all and i get late replies. it's all good. she's probably talking to some of her chatmates. foreign chatmates that is.

i'll end this here. i think imma go back to sleep.

maybe not.

Monday, May 23, 2005

standing on the edge of summer

i have a blog announcement for you guys. you can now post a comment on my posts without signing up for blogger.com. anyone can now leave their violent reactions, emotions, spiritual advices, and other crap you want to feed me with regards to my posts. cool huh? so you guys better keep it coming.

i woke up sad again today. it rains for like forever and the phone is off the hook. i don't want to go back to my old ways, i will try not to but it would be hard without that certain person. it was all my fault though. i was being so emotional and so stupid. in this house of cards i am holding hearts and spades. one breath, one step could knock it all down. worst is that when the person you love get lost in the shuffle. i'm afraid i just bet on my own life.

summer school has ended. my vacation had just started and my first day with it seems boring. tere's not on, she's not even returning my messages. this is what happens when stupidity goes up in your head and you're mindless at all. i don't have plans for today. imma wait for 3pm and maybe vior will be here having snacks with me watching tv.


falling in love so hard does not come with your first boyfriend or girlfriend. it comes along the way.

i did.

we all think we're all invincible yeah, well weren't we all once before we felt lost for the first time?

Sunday, May 22, 2005

no time for me to be a teenager

good morning! i just woke up from last night's boring night out. yep, it was so boring i could sleep inside The Courtyard. discos ain't my thing anymore. i didn't get to drink that much cuz of the noise and there was no conversation at all. maybe i have graduated from that thing. it's more nice to go out, drink, and hang out at a silent, calm, cozzy place. when i got back from The Courtyard, went at dodong's place and decided to drink 'till the sun comes up but it didn't take long before i went home. the mood wasn't there anymore. so i was at my place, turning on the computer. i texted tere so maybe she can get online. she did, it was fun. more fun than going out at night and go to disco's and all. we had a voice conference with her lovely, seductive cousin, tonette. damn that tonette, she can make little, YOUNG boys like me shiver when she starts to laugh. it was fun until i heard a song, aah, that song. then i miss her.

manyak's homecoming is fast approaching. the last time i talked to him, he was already ready for a drinking spree. hehehe. that dude. it's been a year or so that i've last rub elbows with him. did i miss him? probably, but when he gets back, i'm gonna poke fun with him cuz of what he did to icell. damn! he made icell feel down with herself, not a cool thing to do main! but anyways, that was his past and now manyak's got a girlfriend. well that's what he says, so yeah. i told him to bring along hard stuff. 80% alcohol will probably do. just like how we like it huh vior? hehehe. anyhow, manyak will be back and he's back with a promise to go down at the straight road to graduation...

i hope.

when he get his ass back, we might be going out again but this time, i'd rather go to Sideline or Casbah. a place to hang out, drink, and converse with good fellas like me boys.

no matter how many bottles we will consume. still, it doesn't make it any better.

Friday, May 20, 2005

eat all you can

i met icell last wednesday. i have to deliver pooh to her cuz i can't be the one to personally give pooh to manoy owen. that will be suicide i tell you. anyways, when i arrive at the centerpoint hotel, i waited downstairs for like 15 minutes before icell came. we introduced ourselves and we talked for like 1 hour +! maybe we enjoyed talking to each other and simply forgot about what time it was. after that, she went back up at the hotel and i was on my way back home. i texted icell, i told her i will treat her for dinner tomorrow, a token for the hassle. she said yeah and so we met yesterday.

she said we will meet at the metro, so i waited. she texted me if it's ok for her to bring kristine along. i checked up my wallet and said yeah. i understand icell, with a face like mine, a new friend would bring a companion for sure. so, we decided that we will have dinner at joven's grill. yeah, eat all you can. hehe. we got there at 6 and it was still close. kristine signalled the security guard to open up and so the guard opened it and let us in. we sat there at our table, talking and laughing. when the buffet table was all set, we were ready. most of the time, we ate watermelons. damn. 20+ slices were on the table. our table was so dirty that the used tissues covered all the plates already! we finished eating at around 8:30pm. i made sure they find a jeepney first before looking for a ride home.

i texted them to text me when they arrive home. just a way for me to know if they arrive home safely. anyhow, i had a good time with them and i know they had a good time too. it would have been perfect if helena was with us. it would have been more wackier and more melons murder.

summer school is finally over! yeah yeah, i passed all my subjects. anyways, i talked to ma'am delma (oca's mom) a while ago. she said she asked our dean if a student could enroll with 30 units on his/her studyload. the dean said yes if a student is graduating! wooohooo!!! march. march. march! but before that, i have to pass all my subjects this coming 1st semester so my march graduation will be final.

God, i'm tired of school.

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

goodnight

everyone's hanging out at our lantay right now. i don't know, guess they're talking about business again. no, not the monkey type. anyways, i'm here listening to jb's stuff.

talking to tere as always. just like before. the room feels empty and anything will do just to break the silence. aah, it's almost 2am. i don't feel like going to bed, don't feel like joining the team in lantay, i just don't feel like it. anyhow, it's the last week of summer classes. yay? i will pass my subjects, hopefully 3 of them.

my head is full of senseless things right now and only one person can understand what's in it.

i may burn out like the candle or i may pass away. maybe then, i'll see you there... suicidal? not really. that's not my cup of tea. how can i graduate and see her there if i'd do that? geeze. anyhow, imma go surf the net now. until when, that i don't know.

goodnight.

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

in the garage

went to school today (as useless), we were dismissed early by our teacher in my first class. to kill time, i went to some internet cafe and logged in. talked to ate tonette, i was planning to play some games but ate tonette and i had a deep talk. well, it seems like it. hehehe. after talking, i went up for my 2nd class for the day. i was late but that's ok cuz my teacher is always late. she can't go blast on me for being late.

tere is now having a slight fever. it's good to know that she's starting to get her strength back. she's online right now but i decided to give her some space for now cuz she's talking to carlo and shall we say "nanamilit". i was listening to some of my mp3s. getting my ears on the go with Taking Back Sunday. so i figured out that i should post something in my blog. so yeah, here i am, storytelling.

anyways, it's still 3:15pm but i will declare that this day is a good day. tere's brother landed a job and all that. he's back in the right track. as for me, i got a 1.9 in my management 9 class. now i'm getting 1's. cool huh. im happy for tere, everything is falling right to its places. recently, she got in to the nursing program. she waited for it for a year already. she almost gave up on the thought of finishing her studies in the states and fly back here to get a degree.

my sister kring² just arrived from her hospital duty. she's in her final year in college. she's a future nurse too just like helena. she's in her room right now, probably will go to sleep or eat something.

listening to my mp3s, i am starting to miss my band. the long hours of practice, arranging songs, writing lyrics, messing around with lumo and playing with our band friend, twinkle dudu. we had some practice together with them and played playstation and stuff. aaahh, i also miss the thing on stage. getting ready, hands sweaty, ears deafed by the noises, the high fives of people after performing a good set. i can't say i'm done with it. it's almost a year now that me and me band got together for something. but as of now my priorities are set, get a degree, go to a place called states and the rest... i'll think about it when i get there.

for now, at present, i will finish college.
i will graduate.
i will be a bachelor.
i will be a degree holder.
i will be a faithful lover.
i will be a bodybuilder.

hehehe. just kidding about that bodybuilder thing. i dont want to look like a condom filled with walnuts. but yeah, i want to slim down.

...and i am working on it.

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

pooh in the bag


pooh bear in me. :) Posted by Hello

a day in the life

ok, this is the third time i am posting the same old shit since afternoon! THIS SITE HAS FULL OF GLITCHES! AAARRGGHH!!!! damn! i want to blow their database. anyways, i was talking about my midterm grade in my Management 9 class. i got a 1.7! how's that for a relaxing student like me? it's all about stock knowledge.

i read the news today, oh boy! SuperBalita has the headline, "Nasakpang Nang Rape". at first glance, you'll think it's another drug addict who raped a young woman somewhere in the dark mountains of carcar. but no, this one is not your ordinary rape case. the victim is an 18 yr. old boy raped by a homosexual. "Nakaplagang gilubot sa suspetsado ang batang lalaki sa comfort room." damn! i mean...damn! what has the world come into? i gotta get me a customized metal brief, complete with padlocks and tear gas. with homosexuals like them, you'll never know what they have in their minds.

tere is sick right now. she's nursing a fever and a headache. poor her. get well soon tere! :)

as for me, imma go to my room now. i still have classes to attend to tomorrow. before that, i have to do something. hehe.

good night.

Saturday, May 07, 2005

the return of the comback

bei just posted something in her blog. it's been ages since she did that. good thing to know she got bored and just wrote stuff. hehehe. she just kinda updated the readers on what happened to her for the past 4 months since her last blog. i can say she's been through a lot. anyways, as for me, summer school is almost over. i will pass the 3 subjects, im so sure i can bet my life on it.

i think that's all for now. be back in a few i guess.