Monday, May 23, 2005

standing on the edge of summer

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i woke up sad again today. it rains for like forever and the phone is off the hook. i don't want to go back to my old ways, i will try not to but it would be hard without that certain person. it was all my fault though. i was being so emotional and so stupid. in this house of cards i am holding hearts and spades. one breath, one step could knock it all down. worst is that when the person you love get lost in the shuffle. i'm afraid i just bet on my own life.

summer school has ended. my vacation had just started and my first day with it seems boring. tere's not on, she's not even returning my messages. this is what happens when stupidity goes up in your head and you're mindless at all. i don't have plans for today. imma wait for 3pm and maybe vior will be here having snacks with me watching tv.


falling in love so hard does not come with your first boyfriend or girlfriend. it comes along the way.

i did.

we all think we're all invincible yeah, well weren't we all once before we felt lost for the first time?

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