Monday, January 31, 2005

a bridge made out of phone cards

talked to bei this afternoon on the phone. i love it when i talk to her. i like the way she feels right. as usual, she was laughing all of the time. she was a cracked egg! i love it when i make her laugh, but it is sweeter when she just smile. but either of the two, i couldn't ask for anything else. her laughter, smile, and love are the things that keeps me up. what i have noticed everytime i talk to her is that, after we put down the phone, i feel sleepy, i feel good and i directly go to sleep most of the time. her voice is as relaxing as hearing the waves of the ocean. the tone of her voice relaxes me, her laughter massages me. when i talk to her, i feel like im in a spa. it's amazing how she makes me feel that way. really amazing! my good friend joi² gave her a phone card, so bei and i talked for like, 2 hours! wow! thanks joi. a big, big thank you!

i am a lucky son of a gun.

before i got on, oca came to buy smokies from me. we talked. we talked about our dreams. last night, i dreamed about me punching oca in the face, but my fists were numb, so it didn't hurt him. that is just a proof that i could not hurt a good friend of mine. as usual, he laughed. oca's dream is about her ex gf. they were together for 2 years but they broke up. i don't want to disclose the reason though. i told him about how a big mistake to not talk to her when they were having a bad time. that bad time resulted to their break up. i told him to txt her or call their landline. just to check what's up with her, 'cause in his dream, it wasn't good.

right now, my txtmate, lena is getting her fingers working again. hehehe. how i wish i could fly to San Jose this coming febuary 9. but for now, i guess we will settle for phone cards and all that long distance thingy. i got no beef with that. :) im happy.

...and i can't wait for christmas. **wink**

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